Now but not Yet

Also could be titled:
It's not a tumor (said in Arnold Schwarzenegger voice from Kindergarten cop.)

We went down for our baseline appointment to begin shots on Friday and we were told that I have a cyst in my left ovary. Apparently it comes and goes, but if I did start the shots the drugs might cause the cyst to grow and thus hindering our efforts. So we are going to wait one more month and see if it goes away on its own. If it remains the same size or goes away it's a good thing, and we know that the hormone drugs would not effect it. If it gets bigger (unlikely) then we will know that it is not effected by hormones and something else . So that's why the title Now but not yet. I'm still taking pills to regulate my cycle, but we are waiting one more month.


Two notes:
I had to look up how to spell Arnold's last name. Could you have done it without looking it up?

We are a little sad. Part of the reason that we are so excited about this round of in vitro is that we already know what to expect, and guess what- that changed! And we have to wait. We got all emotionally prepared and we have to draw it out one more month- not the most fun.
Now I know "God has a plan." "I'm happy it worked out this way for some reason." "When I look back I'll be so grateful for what ever reason."
But really, I know all this. Just be sad with me. And next month we'll rejoice together.


Oh really it's three notes:
Our AC is out!!!!!! VERY VERY tragic!!!!!!!!