Almost. Well, I've been in a blah, housecleaning, general blah funk since we got back from Alaska in May. Nothing serious- just a case of the Mondays (movie???) for a few weeks. Some of it was vacation syndrome, and some of it was Gianna dropping her morning nap. It was just another change that we had to get used to.
I am passive aggressive. There I said it and I know it and knowing it is half the battle. And when things get too big for me I choose to shut down and not do anything. For example- when Roomba broke that gave me an excuse to not clean my bathrooms for a few weeks. Cause you need a vacuum to clean the bathrooms right?!? But I did choose to do the housework I like. I did grocery shop and I did laundry, but I didn't fold it!!!!
OK so that's a lot of personal sharing ( I did clean my bathrooms yesterday- I PROMISE). But the major reason I know I was in a Funk is because we: John, Gianna, and I are about to go through in vitro for a second time. We are so blessed to have John's insurance cover most of the cost, and since John's company will be sold in a matter of months- July was the right time for us to go through the process of it again. And that my dear friends would put anybody into a funk- even active aggressive folks.
By the way: Funk = Fear
So keep us in your thoughts dear readers. We go for another appointment in Houston today at 10:30. Not the full blown thing, but just to remind us how to give shots 6 times a day to your wife, and to make sure everything is ok.
Helpful things to do/say:
We're praying for you.
I can watch Gianna now, if you need a few hours.
I love you. I'm praying for you.
Things like that would be great.
7 comments:
Ludlows: I will be praying for you. By the way, just found your blog through the Parkers this month and found out you had Gianna (who is beautiful!!!). Think you of you often and good football Sunday's in Austin.
Amanda "Cerny" Ramirez
Thank you for sharing! I will be praying for you guys. Can you give me anything specific to pray? I would also love an update...I would like to pray for you guys through this process.
Ludlows -- I am so excited to hear about your updates as usual, and I think of you all often.. I will be sure to pray that you will be blessed with another adorable miracle :) I'm sure you will keep us posted on what's going on.. Much love to you all!!
I love you. I'll continue to pray for you guys (Northern for ya'll). And I'd love to watch Gianna, just bring her up!
Love, Mom aka Granny
Thank you for sharing this with us! We of course are praying for you guys and hope that you remain strong and hopeful.
We love you!
Holly
Ludlows - You are always in my prayers! I love and look forward to the updates - keep them coming as you go through this process so that we can all go through it alongside you (albeit long distance). I love you!
Jessie Brudjar
I am always happy to watch Gianna any day after 2:30. Reese and I would love the extra friend to play with! No chips- just fun!
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